I would kill my husband. Strangle him. Really. I’m so pissed right now. The clinic called back within minutes. To our home phone. And my husband had the ringer turned off. So an hour later, I discover a message on our answering machine (yes, we still have one of those). Of course, by then, the […]
Ohmygod, ohmygod, ohmygod. I’m so nervous! It was a lovely, veerrrrry dark line. No question. But now I have a million what-ifs running around in my brain. I’m second-guessing the back-to-back strategy. Isn’t Tuesday afternoon going to be too late? Is it worth it? I was hoping the line would be a little lighter, meaning […]
I’m trying not to obsess. Trying, but failing miserably. I’m trying to keep things in perspective. Like the fact that I’m still well within the normal range for normal ovulation. It’s only been two days since the morning I thought I would see that darker line. It feels like forever, but it’s only been two […]
I started to write a post this morning that went a little something like this: So…remember that happy girl from yesterday? The one who was communing with the universe, huffing unicorn farts, and making the real me sick to my stomach with her candy-coated positivity? She’s gone. Yeah. I killed her. Melodramatic? Perhaps. An accurate […]
The universe is speaking to me today. It started with a quote on a brochure for a vintage store near work. Of course I wasn’t paying all that much attention at the time, and I didn’t memorize it or anything, but it was something like this John Rohn quote: “Happiness is not something you postpone for […]
First of all, you guys are awesome. Thank you for riding right along with me on this crazy roller coaster. Four doses of Clomid down, one to go (I’ve been taking them at night, since it was so late the day I finally got the prescription). So far, no terrible side-effects (although I’ve been warned […]
A little over a week ago, Hubby asked me what day we got engaged. Me: You mean what day of the week? Him: No, the date. Me (à la Rainman): July 18, 2005. Him: How do you know? Me: I just do. I then proceeded to dig out my journal from that era of my […]
Short and sweet: In all the hectic events and running-around of Thursday, I totally forgot to bask, if briefly, in the positive things that happened that day. Of which there were at least a few: I got to meet Holly! My savior pre-HSG, who got my antibiotic prescription all taken care of. I’d never interacted […]
If you’re visiting for the first time, welcome to my little corner of the blogiverse. It’s been a while since I participated in ICLW (International Comment Leaving Week, or I Com Leav We, see red button at the bottom of the page). Mostly because I felt like my blog was pretty boring, with no news […]
Baseline ultrasound today. It went well. Sorta. I have this paratubal cyst on the right side that’s been there forever, but apparently it’s grown since last time, so they sent me for bloodwork to have my estrogen and progesterone checked. Estrogen was slightly elevated, but Dr. C gave me the okay to start Clomid today. […]
Something Out of Nothing 