Calm Before the…Something

I wouldn’t call it a storm, exactly, but something is brewing.  Since the end of last week, when I cried, freaked out, vented, and was given some amazing advice from all of you, I’ve been feeling better.  More hopeful.  And even a little bit excited.  Our big day is almost here!

And I want to thank all of you for lifting me up.  I am, once again, so grateful for this space and for all of you who occupy it with me.

The past few days, I’ve been able to look past the thaw that had so terrified me.  Instead, I see Hubby and me, holding hands, watching the screen as potential life is shot into my womb.  Beyond that, who knows?

And I’m trying to be okay with that.


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